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I'll find my way trough eternity...just to embrace you once again...

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I wanna kill someone!!!
Anyone offers themselves as sacrifice?

I flunked the driving exam... AGAIN!!!
And technically, I didn't have to...
I was driving PERFECTLY up until one point... even instructor and examiner were surprised by perfection of my drawing... not one mistake... not even tiny one...
But than, it happened... one tricky crossing... and tricky traffic light...
it turned red...and when I was just starting to press break foot thingie (dunno the eng word) instructor stomped on his break!!!
And instructor isn't allowed to interfere with student's drive...that is instant flunking...
So...ya... I flunked... I didn't had to...if he waited for 1 more second he'd realize I was breaking already...
Ok... I don't really blame him... he thought I was going to go trough the red light... which would also mean instant flunking...
ya... better luck next month...
Thank you all for good wishes...

Oh...that's not all... after formating and windows re-installation comp is acting weird...
First...MSN (live messenger) don't want to install itself... it keeps telling me I need to be online to install it...but I AM online...
Comp also gives me some weird error I have no idea what it means... but what it does? It makes my internet browsers (Firefox and internet explorer) block and not functional... and it appears around 15 minutes after I turn on the comp...
And just now my comp had another bug... monitor turned off... and comp was still on... and I had to forcefully turn comp off... than monitor worked again...

it seems I'll have to take my comp to another format...and reinstall...and hopefully everything will be better this time...
and I've lost literally a whole day yesterday on installing programs and personalizing comp...
Let's not mention I won't be able to do homeworks... I hate to tell my professor I didn't do it...

And just to juice up my bad luck and horrible start of a day grandma stated to annoy me with pointless things and her neurotic and psychotic behaviors...

My ppl relationships kinda suck lately... not my fault actually... everyone around me acts weird...
That kinda depresses me...
And my love relationship is also getting complicated...the whole situation is making me kinda nervous and I'm afraid of some possible scenarios...

And my financial situation is getting really out of my hand... family is in very tough period... our monthly income has halved compared to usual... and we were always a poor class... or should I say... barely enough to live normally...(with a lot of giving ups on material stuff >.< )
I'm opening commissions...
It came to the point I need commissions to actually buy food...

So ya... as you can see... I'm pretty screwed up!
And I kinda hoped I started a lucky period...
And instead I entered in yet another "bad luck - screwed up - complicated - possibly depressed" period...
I mean...when do I get my break?

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I do Commissions... I can do pencil art or full CG like you can see in my gallery.
Note me if you wish to commission me...
I do original characters and fanart...
But I don't copy styles of original artists... I draw in my own stile... which you might or might not like...
All details should be discussed in notes...
Hopefully someone will commission me...

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A few notes to make things clear for the future: (no hard feelings...K? )
1) I don't do art-trades/collabs
2) I do commissions... (pencil and full CGs... note me for more details)
3) I don't take requests
4) Don't ask me to draw you gift-art...if you ask I probably won't draw even if I wanted to...cuz that annoys me
5) I draw gift-art only when I feel like it (which is rare)
6) Don't ask me to watch you...PPL I watch I watch for a good reason
7) Don't ask me to add you to my friends list,I'll add you when (and IF) I feel connection with you! (which takes time)
8) Please don't get me serious for everything I say... I'm often misunderstood
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