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99% chance for cancer - fighting life... art...

Wed Oct 29, 2008, 4:25 AM
  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: the music
  • Reading: weekly update of few mangas
  • Watching: who have time to watch
  • Playing: who have time to play
  • Eating: I'm on strict diet ( but cheating)
  • Drinking: milk, peach thick juice,water
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I'll find my way trough eternity...just to embrace you once again...

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it's been a long while since I posted a journal last time...
As I mentioned before to some... my life has changed a lot in last few months...
New job/s, new relationship... new friends... new challenges... new dreams and goals... new problems as well...
Lately I've been depressed... it's 99% chance my dad have a cancer... and it's totally devastating my family...
I'm trying to be strong... but each time I see my mom crying I shatter...
We're still waiting for some tests results...
All that chaos made me wish to draw again... tho I simply don't have time...
I forced little time to CG something... (new deviation)
I have no idea where is my life heading...
Sometimes I just want to scream and explode...
And... this sickness problem is not the only thing going on...
So many other things just chain up... pile up...
so many things just happen.. .without me wanting them to happen... but they just do... and they're creating such a drama in my life...

I just don't know anymore.....

Sorry for the whine again...

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I do Commissions... I can do pencil art or full CG like you can see in my gallery.
Note me if you wish to commission me...
I do original characters and fanart...
But I don't copy styles of original artists... I draw in my own stile... which you might or might not like...
All details should be discussed in notes...
Hopefully someone will commission me...

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A few notes to make things clear for the future: (no hard feelings...K? )
1) I don't do art-trades/collabs
2) I do commissions... (pencil and full CGs... note me for more details)
3) I don't take requests
4) Don't ask me to draw you gift-art...if you ask I probably won't draw even if I wanted to...cuz that annoys me
5) I draw gift-art only when I feel like it (which is rare)
6) Don't ask me to watch you...PPL I watch I watch for a good reason
7) Don't ask me to add you to my friends list,I'll add you when (and IF) I feel connection with you! (which takes time)
8) Please don't get me serious for everything I say... I'm often misunderstood
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Devious Comments

love 1 1 joy 2 2 wow 0 0 mad 0 0 sad 0 0 fear 0 0 neutral 0 0

That's awful. Do you know what type?

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--Pamina
Aw sorry dude... Be strong for your mom, everything should be fine. Not literally but, spiritually giving faith in something that doesn't exist, rather than what wouldn't happen, will make everyone feel a bit better on the subject. It's about love, not loss.

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People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.
=Elizabeth Kubler Ross
Cancer is an aweful thing. But i think you all shouldn't give up.
Try to be strong - your mom need somebody to hold on.
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I'm sorry to hear of this. I don't know how it feels, but all the uncertainty must be bad.
I hope for that 1% of not cancer... No matter how slim it might seem, things will turn out for the better. Just take ever day one step at a time.

Also, look at it this way, if they caught it soon enough, and even if they haven't, there is still a chance for recovery. It is a long road, but it is always there. They are developing new treatments and cures all the time and many cancer patients live much longer lives today than they ever have before. There is always hope.

(Crying is not a sign of weakness. Don't be afraid to show your emotions. Keeping it all bottled up will cause far more harm than letting it out.)

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I'm so sorry to hear that :hug: my mom and aunt had cancer :hug: I hope your dad will be ok I will pray for him :hug:
thank you baby!
What cancer they had?
how they overcame it?

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Thank you! I also hope it'll be ok... that it's going to be nothing wrong...

and even if it is that it's discovered soon enough for surgery and treatments to succeed...

(I know... I don't fear showing my emotions)

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Life is a disease transimitable by sex!
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we won't give up... dad might... he's that kind of a person... but we others aren't...
mom have me... and everyone else...

thank you sweety...

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Life is a disease transimitable by sex!
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Thanks...
I'm here for everyone ...
I hope all will be ok...

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Life is a disease transimitable by sex!
My photo account *Digital-Rhapsody
not sure yet... not sure how to say it in english... (Karcinom on croatian)

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Life is a disease transimitable by sex!
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Working? schooling? or being a parasite?

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42 deviants said Working
29%
42 deviants said Schooling
27%
39 deviants said Being a parasite (meaning not working nor schooling but leeching my parents (or whoever))
14%
20 deviants said other

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